Wednesday, February 23, 2011

real life...

  life isn't always rainbows

and butterflies
even though on my blog sometimes it seems like it.
i'm a real person though,
i don't have a perfect life.

i've cried every day this week.
i've used the words give up, more than once.
i ask why and get no answers.

when trust is broken it changes everything.
earning it back takes a while.
i have an easy time forgiving, it's the forgetting that's hard.

it's a bittersweet kind of day for me.

i know everyone is fighting their own battles and some people are going through a lot worse than i am.
please say a prayer for this sweet family as i know they are having a tough day.
their precious baby is now an angel.
today, i'm so very thankful to have my sweet baby cullen tumbling around in my tummy.

39 comments:

Mrs. D said...

I'm so sorry you're having a rough week. I can definitely relate to that feeling!

Hang in there :)

Erica @ All About Aleigha said...

Sorry your having a bad week. i hope it gets better for you!

Marcy XOXO said...

Hang in there sweet girl! I have been feeling the same way!

Lauren said...

My heart goes out to this family. So sad!!! Hope your week gets better!!

Miss K said...

Hope your week gets better! You're not the only one whose cried everyday for a week, there's solace in company at least.

My prayers go out to that family, so heartbreaking.

Cole said...

I'm so sorry you are having a bad week. (((HUGS)))

Chicago Cuisine Critique said...

Try and keep your head up! If the week started off bad, it can only get better. Right? :)

Kristen said...

sorry that it's been a rough week, those can be the worst. If you ever just want to vent to someone I'm always around to listen... barrelnutt@yahoo.com Sometimes it's easier to just spill your guts to someone who doesn't know you and chances are you'll never meet! Hang in there girl, glad you've got little Cullen flipping around in there to help make you smile! :-)

Lyr said...

I think bad days are worse when we are pregnant because it's all those hormones. It will get better :)

Regan said...

Keep your head up! Whatever is happening doesn't matter in the end. Just think, before long you will have the best thing that has ever happened to you! Being a mommy to baby Cullen!

{N} Jones said...

Hang in there girl! God only gives us as much as he knows we can handle. You are one strong woman, I just know it. Hopefully next week is only better. I will say a prayer for you.

I have been following this family's blog. Words cannot even describe how I feel for them. I am angry with them, I am sad with them and for them, etc. That little girl was certainly taken too soon, but we all know that she is in a much better place healed of all wounds. Incredibly sad!

Take care!

J and A said...

Hugs to you girl. Keep your head up and smile! xo

The LaJeunesse Family said...

this is true...life is life! not perfect! praying for you!

PattyAnn said...

Sending you a giant hug. I'm sorry that you are going through a difficult time right now, and I do consider my blog friends "friends" so I wish I there was something I could do :( just remember that the path that God has picked for you may not always be pretty but He is taking you that way for a reason. And remember the beautiful and graceful woman that you are and that no matter what life throws your way, you will come out a little bit better because of it.

Megan said...

Hang in there, it can be so tough sometimes to just get through some days more than others. Being preggo does not always help either.

Jay and Kristen said...

I try to blame these types of days and weeks on pregnancy hormones. And truely I believe they are this most of the time. B/c I know I haven't felt this crazy my entire life. When I am having one of those days I like to just sit down by myself and count my blessings. I will just sit and feel baby K move around or listen to my little girl in the other room. I hope your week gets better.

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Sarah Ann said...

:( I'm sorry you're having an awful week hun. Trust is something that is really really tough to earn and keep. Especially when it has been broken before. I hope that whatever you're going through eases up on you soon so that things can start to heal and that trust can be built again.

Neely said...

Ugh I just read her blog. So sad :( I hope you're ok sweet girl!

Inna xoxo said...

Im sorry your having a crappy week darlin! Ive been havign a pretty crappy week too! Blehhhh :/ I hope everything gets better soon! Im the same, i forgive really easily, ithink ppl take advantage of that, but its always harder for me to forget :/ hugs!
xoxo inna :)

Kim's Vanity said...

There must be somthing in the air, my week has been less than perfect, too! It's true that no one is ever imune to lifes pitfalls, it really is "just life" as they say. The better days make the bad ones that much better, and I always have a way of forgetting the bad once the good comes around again =)
All the best to you and your new family, tomorrow is a better and brighter day!

Rissy said...

Aww Annie he is going to be drop dead gorgeous I can tell...

I've been on the cusp of tears all week myself. I hope it gets better for ya sweetheart!

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Tatiana said...

oh hun, I hope that things start working out for you. I'm so glad that your little man is doing well :-) Hugs

Tracy-Girl @ Then I Got To Thinking said...

Keep your chin up, beautiful girl. I hope things start looking up for you. I am happy you have that precious baby to look forward to!

Jennifer said...

I'm sorry you have been having some rough days :(. I know the feeling well! And I am praying for that sweet family as well. Heartbreaking.

Mrs.W said...

So sorry you are having a bad week. Mine has been about the same. We just have to remember how blessed we are!

Katy Mary said...

awww annie, I'm sorry about your rough week. Hang in there, everyone goes through hard times. I hope you get through it!

chelsea said...

we all have those days, but sending warm fuzzies your way :)

♥Aubrey said...

Great post!!! True & straight to the point. We each have our own battles to fight & conquer, but so do others. Sending many virtual hugs your way :)

OceanDreams said...

hey hun i'm sorry you are having a bad week, it's been a hard week for me as well so i can relate. i hope you feel better soon and you are right - when trust is broken it is difficult, but it can be gained back, it just takes time. sending you hugs lovely lady!

Jon and Steph said...

Awe I'm sorry you're having a rough day! I hope the rest of the week is better for you! Keep your head up!

Lil' Woman said...

Hope everything is ok.

{Selma} Crazy Little World Of Mine said...

Hugs sent your way girl. xoxo

Shannon said...

*hugs* Sorry you've had a rough week! And I know what you mean, once trust is broken it is very hard to get it back. I went thru a very, very hard time dealing w trust issues about 2 years ago and really hope to never ever return to it!

Amber said...

Hope you're ok, love. Sending hugs and prayers! xoxo

There's No Place Like Memphis Mama said...

Prayers and hugs girl!

THE Stephanie said...

Wow. You took the thoughts right out of my head: "i have an easy time forgiving, it's the forgetting that's hard."

I'm right there with you. :(

Jax said...

I'm so sorry you're having a rough week, friend. :( I hope it gets better fast... just in time to enjoy a good weekend.

Crazy Shenanigans-JMO said...

hang in there. I hope your week gets better!

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